Being an introvert I had always kept my feelings and emotions to myself. Very closed kind of person. Never had a bestfriend in life ..well in other words me myself was my best friend. However,life has its own ways…. I was destined to meet someone with whom I could share all my secrets, good experiences as well as bad ones, things important and trivial. Someone who takes time to listen and truly listens when I have something to say. And in course of time don’t know when fell in love cos it doesn’t take a reason to love someone. You don’t love someone because you want to, you love someone because you are destined to. It’s because you fall in Love with them, that you then try to find a reason, but you always come up with the answer, No Reason!
Initially was very apprehensive as to how tell him. What if he says no, what if after that I lose that I already had with that person. That day when I couldnt take it anymore..I finally made my feelings known to him…and the response being in the negative landed with hurt and pain.
But then with time…which will be 4 days..to be precise someone felt that whatever I had confessed was not a one-sided affair …rather…the feelings were reciprocal. And the moment he realised that, he too did not lose time to express his feelings. So the lesson I learnt is that if you love someone tell them you do. If you do, they might break your heart..but if you dont you might break theirs. Do not deny your feelings for someone because of the fear of rejection would be too hard to handle.
Once in a lifetime you find a person who touches not your heart but also your soul. And once in a lifetime if you are lucky you find someone as I have found my love. I never felt a love like this before. It’s a love like ….. no other…something I have always hoped for. A love with friendship, humour and heart. It’s a bond so strong and I just hope it never parts!!
Love is like magic and it always will be.
For love still remains life’s sweet mystery!!